Don't Wait, Don't Hate.

I am repeatedly telling myself "You're okay, you're okay, YOU ARE OKAY, it's all in your head, it doesn't hurt" But does that really work? Does that really help? I want him to be happy, but it's hard to see him happy with someone else. It's the typical situation everyone goes through. I can't go on and pretend like I've tried to forget this, but I know that once I forget, I'll be alright. I may never understand why, but I'm doing the best that I can. It sucks. A lot. I just can't seem to get over the way he hurt me. I'll always remember feeling like I was no good. What did you do to me. You could have told me you weren't happy, I know you didn't want to hurt me, but just look at what you've done to me now, I've gotta look at her in her eyes and see she has half of me. But I'm alright, I'm alright.

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